Matthew James Shilling - Online Memorial Website

Just wanted to let you know you have a new cousin.  Miss had him on Uncle Mikes birthday.  It sure is going to be hard being at Grandmas tonight and you are not going to be there in person with us, but I know you will be there in spirit.  We will be thinking of you.  We miss you.  Still can't believe its true that you are gone.  I think I am having a bad dream.  Just know we love you.  Happy Christmas Eve.  LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!

  Happy Thanksgiving Matt! We all really wish you were here to celebrate this day with us! Its really hard to get through everyday without you...but its even harder getting through the holidays without you! Your always on my mind throughout the days! I love you and miss you so much!!!!

                         Love Nicole

HAPPY THANKSGIVING MATT!!  WE LOVE YOU LOTS!! WE MISS YOU LOTS!! WE SEND YOU LOTS OF HUGS & KISSES!!

                            LOVE AUNT SANDY & UNCLE MIKE

Happy Thanksgiving Matt, We miss you so Much

Love Mom and Dad

    Matt, We miss you soo much, I dont know how we are going to get through the Holidays without you, Its going to be so hard not having you here with us.

We Love You Mom and Dad

Matt our family just isn't the same without you.  You were a wonderful nephew.  You were like one of my own kids.  Every time I get on these sites I sit here crying my eyes out.  Nicole takes off running because she knows when we are here we start to cry.  It is still so hard to believe.  The tough time is going to be getting through the holidays with out you.  I still remember you leaving grandmas christmas eve asking for a bag of cookies to take home with you.  You are always in our thoughts.  We love you sooo much, and think of you always!!  Love, Aunt Sandy

Hi Matt. We just got back from Erie. Grandpa got a 10lb steelhead. Sure wish you could have seen it. We really miss you more than words can say.Love you forever. Grandma&Grandpa.
- Sandy Frederick
 Added: 10/23/2007

Hey Matt Your Chiefs Won:  27-20

Hey Matt, Wish you were here I really miss you, I think about you all the time, I dont know how Im going to do this. I need you back here with me. I love and miss you sooo much.Love Mom
- Cathy Shilling
 Added: 10/9/2007
 

Matt as time goes on our hearts ache more and more. It is so hard not having you here with us. Every time I go some where I see you walking, but its not you. There is so many people out there and I keep thinking I see you. We just can't believe this is true. We just come from a bike run for a ladies son that died in an ATV accident. I kept thinking of you all day. You are on our minds constantly. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
- Aunt Sandy
 Added: 9/15/2007
 

Hey Matt you better talk to your Chiefs they lost Yesterday. We put some Kansas City Chiefs decorations at your place for you. Maybe it'll bring them good luck next week. We miss and love you so much Love Mom and Dad - Cathy Shilling  Added: 9/10/2007

Matt I miss you so much! I think that it gets harder an harder each day that your not here with us! Everything i do makes me think of you...I just wish it wasnt true! I really want you to come back home so you can be with us again!! We all miss you so much and we are always thinkin about you! All these family gathering we have just arent complete without you! An I really miss them good days! I miss you and Love you so much!!!
- Nicole
 Added: 9/1/2007
 

I miss you so Much MattLove Mom
- Cathy Shilling
 Added: 8/29/2007
 

We Love you
- Cathy Shilling
 Added: 8/17/2007
 

Matt its been six months since you left us, We miss you so much. Its so hard not having you here with us. We think about you every day, every minute. We love you Mom and Dad
- Cathy Shilling
 Added: 8/17/2007
 

Hey Matt We miss you so much Your never out of our thoughts Love you SOO MuchLove Mom And Dad
- Cathy Shilling
 Added: 8/2/2007
 

Hey Matt we just got back from camp a couple weekes ago.I hope you were able to see how well J.T.was swimming, he has done so good. Heather does a really good job to.She is living up to her name you gave her she sure is blonde now frome the sun. we have been spending alot of time at the Derry pool this summer.we are always thinking about you , when we were at camp we expected you to just pop around the corner and sit by the fire and talk for a while. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THINK ABOUT YOU ALWAYS.I WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND MISS YOU MATT LOVE AUNT RHONDA
- Aunt Rhonda & Uncle David
 Added: 7/12/2007

Hey Matt, I visit here everyday, I miss you so much. The last couple of days have been so hard to get through. We miss you so much and wish you were here with us. Theres never a minute that We dont think of you. We love you so muchLove Mom And Dad - Cathy Shilling  Added: 7/11/2007

Happy 4th of July Matt. We just come back from some friends house watching fireworks. On the way home that was all we seen was people out having fun with sparklers and fireworks. Wish you were hear to enjoy them with us. We missed you when we went to camp. You usually come to visit us there. It is so hard not having you here. We think about you all the time. WE MISS AND LOVE YOU LOTS!!! HAVE A HAPPY 4TH
- Aunt Sandy
 Added: 7/4/2007

Hey Matt! I was up camp for a few days stayin with my parents and i just kept thinkin how you should be there with us! It just wasnt right...Everytime i went down to the beach and was gettin ready to get in the water i kept lookin behind me thinkin you were ganna run up behind me and drowned me and everyone else like you used to haha.. or everytime we were at grandma and grandpas campsite we would all sit around the fire and talk then all the sudden everyone would just start arguein and you werent here to crack your jokes to make everyone laugh! I miss you Matt! Its really hard for all of us! But we know that your still with us by heart and spirit! I love you Matt and i miss you so much!!! I think about you all the time!!
- Nicole
 Added: 6/28/2007